fantasize about clouds, then get a message that I won the lottery, then I became a millionaire same, you who suddenly come, then realize that, I am the laity is still loved by God thinking that pleasure is only about matter in the world, then you go again that suddenly comes awake, I'm gawking, so beautiful creation of god, until I forget, who am I think that loss is the beginning of emptiness, then you come again, this time realize that, grace does not talk about matter apart from "prison", now I am grateful then I realized like dark followed by light with you, I feel perfect